i may or may not be hearing back about a job offer (or rejection) tomorrow that i interviewed for a few weeks ago. needless to say i’ve spent the entire holiday somewhere in between “they loved me! they need me! it’s in the bag.” and “i am completely unemployable, they may never even call.” however. as per my new years resolution to be more positive, i’m trying to stay hopeful, but geez, what a disappointment if i get too excited (read: i want this so badly i could scream) and don’t get it. so i’m trying to find the balance between optimistic and prepared. send up some good vibes tonight everyone.